Held WW's hand in her sleep last night. Fingers interlocked. There were a couple of times that she was stretching out that she could have let go, but didn't. Felt great.

Then nephew called at about 12:45 am, ruining that, and needs a ride home as his friends had just gotten arrested. Great. Story of our lives. The kids interrupting something.She leaves and I stay up. She gets back and gets into bed with her clothes one. She's exhausted.

I cannot get to sleep. OM on my mind. I can't stop thinking about them together. Fell asleep for a couple of hours, if that. I get up extra early to go in early. Start making S14 lunch. Go to wake up WW with arm rub. We talk a little. I tell her the story of her saying "turkey" in her sleep the other night. We are laughing.

I'm not sure if I want to tell her about "addiction" the week before, but I tell her anyway. She says "Really? Was I talking to my sister?" Uh, I don't think so. I say Yeah your were shaking her in your sleep. She calls me a liar and we laugh. I am wearing my cowboy hat, being silly. Haven't worn it in years. I tell her that I couldn't sleep last night, and she asks me if I went horse riding instead of sleeping. Were chuckling.

I ask her if she wants some lunch. She thinks a bit and then says "turkey".

Again, we laugh.


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."