Mine was quiet. My girls took me out for breakfast. Then I mowed the lawn visited H's Mom, Cleaned the house did laundry, Shampooed carpets. H got home from work and took me out to dinner. H was very attentive and told me I shouldn't have worked all day.
H's Mom is doing ok right now just her mind is getting worse. She turns the stove or oven on for no reason and insists she didn't and that scares me. My niece who lives with her so that she could stay home just had a baby and said it's like taking care of two as she has to really keep an eye on her.
Everything is pretty quiet right now which I guess is good. H's dad's funeral is this Saturday .
Tal, You are right, the more I do distance myself the closer he gets. I do think he does this to keep me off balance while he figures out what is going on in his head. Thing is that sometimes it works. He draws me in where he wants me so that he can feel comfortable. At least I feel he does. I do think he is scared that I will get sick of waiting for him though. I feel he knows that he wants me but, is still waiting for that epiphany to happen as far as those fuzzy in love feelings go.
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
