I was surprised to see that my thread has locked. I thought I stil had at least a few more pages to go on it.
I did not contact H in any way yesterday and he hasn't contacted me. He also didn't come and get the laundry that I told him Saturday I would have on the porch for him. I am still checking his bank account activities online. I see that he is running out of money.
I was really missing him last night. And I still miss him today. I know this will get easier, but right now things are hard for me. I am holding up well, but I just miss the man I fell in love with.
Today I am going on a field trip with the 2nd graders to the Missouri Botanical Gardens. Hopefully the winds and rains have stopped for the day and we can have a nice time. Won't be near a computer all day, so I will "see" you guys later this evening.
Sara
Me-31 H-38 M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs No kids Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06 Found out about OW 12-24-07 Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08 OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08 OW is back 4-19-08 H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08 Filed for divorce 6-5-08 Divorced 7-2-08