I agree with AG, maybe some baby steps might help. that's what usually works for me, even if each step is hard as hell and I have to force myself thru them.
does sound like you had a good weekend, though! not sure I could deal with the heat in the summer, but I know I envy my friend often who lives down there. so much to do, so much at your fingertips!
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