Well, actually pretty good...I just wish I could completely lose my feelings for STBXW, but I know that will probably never happen..
Other than that, I have been dating here and there. Nothing too major, refuse to jump into anything since I am at a point i enjoy being alone right now. Don't know if its a comfort zone or just numbness, But I am okay in my skin anyway.
Still hurts to see her and OM getting along like I never existed. Now they no longer see me as a threat, we actually get along really well now. Funny though, I still see him as I was before I changed my ways...hope he doesnt screw up..lol.
I have settled into what I guess you could say is my new life now. I have been blessed by God in that so many have embraced me and let me know numerous times about wonderful I am and have become.....I am a humble and modest man, but it definitely feels good..lol.
So the power of God continues on in me and hope it grows each day. My D papers are sent and should be finalized within the next 9 weeks or so....sigh, that still kills me, but I gotta press on..
Thanks for the holler, and hope all is well with you.
