WW left Laredo kind of late. When she called me she was 45 miles outside of Laredo. The they had stayed a little longer than expected. She started to cry. It was hard to leave. She mentioned going back at the end of the month for FIL's B-day. I tell her to be strong and hugs are going out to her. I wish I could really hold her. That should be my job. I'm good at it, too. We talk a bit and she tells me what they did today. I tell her to take some deep breaths and she'll be ok. I will start on dinner.
After they get home, I have just finished grilling the steaks and preparing everything. Flowers, gifts and card is on dinner table waiting. She says the flowers are beautiful. She loves the necklace and dinner. After kids in bed, I'm sort of watching my Spurs and she is on phone to aunt in Laredo she didn't get to visit. She is exhausted and ready for bed. In bed, I tell her little more about my incident today and she tells me to never do that again. I tell her the things I did yesterday. She thanks me for dinner, the card from the kids, and the gift.
Your welcome. She is out. I'm gonna finish my game. Spurs are killing Hornets. So far.
Another good day. I wish she wasn't in a fog. I wish she was ready to come "home". After dinner, I was very down. I didn't let her see. Game is all but over. Gonna go to bed and dream about us again. As usual.
And enjoy our sleep touching.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."