Sara, I totally understand how you feel. When my H left there wasn't any real discussion, just gone. It did hurt, well still does but I actually start to feel better about me when he is not around. I have only been here a couple of months, so I am far behind some of you, but I have been dealing with this for nearly 2 years. I just didn't want to lose my H, but he was already gone. Just a shell was left behind.
Maybe we have to get the big D for him to get it...I just don't know. And if it comes to that, it may well be over for me. I have no idea what could happen in 5 weeks that would change the path my H has set us on. Perhaps God has it all figured out. I just have to believe that. We will be ok Sara because we deserve to be. We are fighting the good fight, for the right reasons. I am going to try to start redoing the house so that it won't even look like the house "we" lived in. Perhaps that could work for you too. kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
