Arrrgg! As if the holidays are not hard enough. I am very angry with your H. What kind of person? A selfish, sick person.
But, try to chill. Deep breath. If I have learned anything from these pages it is that it is rarely over. And often, it seems, that good things follow bad things. You can try not to be so effected by what he says. Think DB. Work on yourself. Connect with your kids. H has a long way to go and you can't speed it up. He wants it done? No problem. Let him spin his wheels. You can remain his best available option for as long as YOU are interested. He is a jerk today. He might be one forever. He might not. Let this Mothers Day be a corporate excuse for grabbing consumer dollars. Maybe next year it will be a day filled with love from your kids.
Good Luck, hang on. Be strong. (Or at least pretend to be, for now.) It will get better. Much better. Head down, eyes on the ball.
Me 41 W 39 d7, s4 M 13 Bomb ILYBNILWY November 28th, 2007