Real life's getting more like fiction each day....

[Starshyne]

Thank you everyone. This weekend I had to do the hardest thing I think I have ever done in my life and I really appreciate all of your support and encouragement. I don't know if I could have done it without knowing that you all were out there somewhere routing for me. Each of you are wonderful and I honestly thank the Lord that I have found DB forum and all of you who are going through this awful time.

I know I didn't "kick him out." You all know that as well. However, I am sure that he is telling people that I "kicked him out." I guess that shouldn't matter, but I just really hate people thinking that I am the bad one in this whole mess.

I saw H today in traffic. I wonder where he was going. I guess I am not supposed to wonder where he was going, but I do.

I have a busy week planned for myself
Monday: rescheduled guitar lessons from Friday (yeah, I didn't go because the teacher canceled)
Tuesday: Nothing
Wednesday: Church
Thursday: see the play at the community theatre with mom
Friday: See the Narnia movie with group from church

It makes me sad to see the Narnia movie without my H. We love Narnia and it has became part of our everyday conversation. It will be difficult to go see it and not whisper things to H. But I can't allow him not being here to stop me from seeing a movie I want to see.