mishka422- ok first know that Satan is not happy about you turning to God and he is going to wreck havoc on your emotions. I would encourage you to surrendor your H to God right now and pray. Also although its hard when your emtions are like this read the Bible...Proverbs and Psamls and pray...the prayers of a righteous women avail much....Will you trust God with your life? Maybe that is your trial right now...yes I know the pain you speak of...let me also remind you no contact or well wishes is painfull too...i am there right now...he didnt take my son to get a card ....nothing....there is no pain free or little pain way through this....IT IS PAINFULL...but you have made the right choices by turining to God,,,there really is two choices,,,turn from him or towards him..the enemy is lieing to you making you believe you have failed and arent worth much..it is a lie and you are precious to God!
I am praying for you...dont respond negative to him...they are so clueless and blinded..if u cant muster anything just say thank you....he will never be able to not think of you on Mothers Day and that is that...You are the Mother of his precious son!
anyway.....think about and pray about wanting to be the womean that God designed you to be....let your actions be guided and directred by the Lord..not your emotions.
Have a Blessed Day and know you are loved....I do belive your H lovs you under all this mess he has made!
