Mishka's- new thread/new tude - H who?

[mishka422]

I hope someone reads this and responds. I need some urgent advice.

I was coming out of church this morning and received a text from H saying HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY CHICA!!!! I spent over an hour last night sitting in the middle of my kitchen floor unable to move sobbing at the destruction of all of my hopes and dreams and my failure. I went to church this morning hoping for some inspiration and growth to get out of the funk I've been in and caught a glimpse of it when I received the text. I burst into tears outside of church and haven't been able to pull myself together again.

I'm doing battle with myself over whether I should respond or not. It's not so much about him wishing me a happy mother's day, it's more about him using a pet name when he did it. He keeps doing little things like this that set me back further every time. I don't think he has a clue how much having any contact from him hurts me. I want to respond to his text but I want to do it in a way that he knows how much he is hurting me by contacting me. I don't know why I feel like that but I think I'm just sick and tired of putting on the happy face in front of him and letting him think I'm just fine with the fact that he has destroyed our lives.

What do you all think? I really need to hear from you guys ASAP. I'm really freaking out about all of this right now.