Real life's getting more like fiction each day....

[Starshyne]

I know I did the right thing, although "kicking him out" sounds terrible. I am sure he will say "Sara kicked me out of the house," and people will think I am a mean person. However, when you hear the entire story, I know I am not mean for doing it. I did what I needed to do. I do feel a little bad about it, but that will pass.

I sent H a tm last night that just said "goodnight." He tm me back about an hour later with the same thing. I believe that part of him understands why I did it and I do think he still loves me and cares for me.

I still didn't sleep very well. I moved back to the bed for the first time in over a month. It has been raining and strong winds all night and it kept waking me up. I think I might take a Tylenol pm tonight and go to bed early.

I will get ready to go to church soon. I hate going to church alone, but I love singing to the Lord, so I will go. I know it is important for me to go do things, and what better thing for me to do than church?

I will see if anything changes in my H in a few weeks. I think it might take awhile before he really starts to miss me. I do think that he will begin to miss me and eventually it will hit him that he is messing up his life for nothing...

Sara