The decision is made

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my point was re dating that I feel right now in your anguish it would be a knee jerk reaction

Naej that's what I was trying to say. I know I am not ready for dating. I will not date until my D is final. My children need at least one parent to show them right from wrong.

How are the financials shaping up, have you seen your solicitor?

All the papers are with my L. I haven't heard from her for a while. To be fair the last time I did see her I told her not to make me a priority. Of course H doesn't know that. Having said that I had thought I would've heard from her by now. I don't have time at the moment to be taking things any further. I'm on such a tight deadline for my uni work and also projects at work itself.

D18 although still ill is gradually getting better thank you. Her face still looks pretty swollen but even I hadn't realised until she showed me some photos she had taken of herself just how swollen it had been at the beginning. She is no longer taking pain killers and is starting to get frustrated at having to stay at home. I explained to her that this is a good sign as it shows her body is feeling better. He BF came to see her tonight so that has helped a little.