Just journaling:........trying not to analize....but it's hard.
H tm'd me this morning. Asked if d13 was up. I told him yes. He tm'd that he tried calling her but she didn't answer the phone. He then asked if he could come by to see her. I told him..of course. Anyway....not sure why he didn't call me. All of a sudden it is tm only.
I was downstairs hanging with s16...laughing and talking. H must have come in while i was down there. I brought up some laundry and saw that him. He looked like crap. Died his hair again...can't have those greys showing.
Anyway, I said hello and he somberly said hi to me. I went to put the laundry away and a while later came out and sat down in the living room with him and d13. He didn't have much to say. Sighed a few times. And then left.
I offered to go run my errands while he was there if he wanted some alone time with d13...and he said he had to go. Had things to do. Asked what we were doing for mother's day and said he would try to stop up after work.
So, I really am confused. Last weekend I get the tm saying "you were right. I am a fool." This week it is practically the silent treatment can't stand to be around you.
