It's funny... recently I felt the wellspring of love within me for my husband. It radiated through my whole being. I couldn't believe how strongly I felt it.
I felt I should wait... just wait right now, regardless of what he's doing.
But when I approach him in my mind, he's closed, black, rigid, gone.
I'm waiting for something that's not there... but I'm waiting, even as part of me moves forward.
