How do you manage to radiate sunshine day and night?
Thanks so much for your advice on my thread. It hits home.
Something's happened. I don't feel like I know anything anymore, don't have any wise words.. just sharing the companionship of my soul.
About your spouse being gone for six weeks.. it's tough not to have them around. Since mine has been gone, different things emerge. Would I be lonely/lost without him, how would the kids be? It was a jostle of questions. The biggest thing missing was the sense of his energy.. it was missing, like he'd packed that up too and took it when he left.
He's been gone two months.. and I no longer feel the absence of his energy. In fact, it's turning out that much of my life hasn't changed. I didn't realize how alone I had been in my marriage. The most positive change has been that I feel so much more secure in everything I do.. except when I'm dealing with him. I can't believe what had been so wonderful now seems so negative.
As an aside... I used to make jewelry.. want to see it?
