Changing myself for myself

[Firekeeper]

later he came in and started r talk saying sorry and saying that he is alone now, he is trying to understand himself, he is not in the r w/ other woman

i told him that looked through his email and i know that he was w/ ow last week and last mo and he was communicating w/her intensely through all this time. he was silent, he didn't got angry about my snooping. he was just sad as if he was really believing himself what he was saying and suddenly his reality was shattered.