had horrible sleep. the first thing I thought of was how "in love" he is. I am doing the "stop-sign" technique.
I don't know why this hurts so much, this has been going on since feb. when does it fade? I guess because my hope were a little up this week, but I should of known that he manipulated me to thinking we could try again so I would sign the refi. I"m an idiot.
