Why are we our own worst enemies??? I will post an update on my thread (so please come see me!), but suffice it to say that I just engaged in similarly dumbazz behavior tonight, albeit much worse than yours as far as impact on outcome.
I know you know what you need to do...but I swear, at what point do we get to the point of just crying 'uncle', and really just give it up?
However, given what a wild ride this has been for you, I think CVA's advice to you was absolutely spot-on...just head right back to that good spot, hunker down, and hold on...
Love and hugs to you...(((( )))))
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P.S> How is S5 doing with all this back and forth; or is he not very aware of it right now?