Drowning, still...

[CBK]

Thanks Faithful - I am doing better. I re-wrote the detachment piece you sent me and put W's name in where appropriate and my name in where appropriate. When ever I start to get down, I pull that out and read about detachment. Trust me, much better today than I was a few days ago.

My parents are amazing. My mom is actually going to a concert with my D20, W and MIL - pretty amazing people.

I will make more of an effort to talk about me on the post, what I am doing. Like golfing with my 72 year old dad who is in great health.

I know this weekend will be tough on all of us, especially W - she is going to really see what she is giving up.

I am not on AD - thought about it, but since this has been situational, my doc wanted to give it a bit longer. It is more about mood swings for me, no thoughts about hurting myself or W. I understand what you are implying though, if I keep this up, I may look into them.

Thanks all,

CBK