ARGH! I don't have any hard facts. I mean, this "I'll meet you there at 10pm" is terribly suspicious, but I don't have any proof of impropriety. If he *is* innocent, accusing him is not going to be good. at all.
oh well, I guess I already blew for tonight since I tried to "pressure" him into letting me come over. WTH?? I can feel all those 'old' emotions and interactions coming back. This is not good. NOT good at all.
and the worst of it is that I feel like THIS IS ALL MY FAULT for getting impatient. POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
