I took my wedding rings off. S5 cried when I picked him up from school, I carried him the walk home. He kept saying how unhappy and hurt he was that "Dad made a bad choice for us" by moving to the apartment and how he must not care how he feels. D6 asked if Dad left because of them. They are so sad. I cannot believe that he could do this to them without trying everything to repair our R first. He said, in response to me mentioning that he never wants to do anything alone with me, that "he doesn't want to deal with us yet." So instead he's making the kids deal with it and that's just plain wrong.
I'm detaching more and more. Jerk. I can understand being unhappy, I can understand having problems, I really can. But for the life of me I can't understand how he could do this to two really special young kids before exhausting every resource. I can't understand how he can see their hurt and still not try to move mountains to keep them from this pain. Jerk.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09