CVA warned me he would pull out all the stops to get back to the power position & not to react to it in any way.
This morning he sent me an e-mail w/ lots of hints of things to come, including seeing OW again this wkend since I am apparently finished, infact, he won't be picking up S5 tonight as scheduled since that's what I want.
So what do I do? Call him wanting to know why he isn't keeping his dinner date w/S tonight as agreed.
He tells me he doesn't know what I want him to do & if I don't want to R he's not going to wait around, he'll move one direction or another now.
I then show him a crack & then it's back to "I should have never come back, I don't know if I can ever be happy w/you."
He did say he has a IC appt. on Tues w/the same person he went to last year.
I'm back to "yes, I agree w/ you, it doesn't look like we can work it out." Too late though, the damage has been done.
How is it that I could let myself be sucked back in?
I had the nicest 4 days that I've had in a year until this morning & I'm heading back there right now.
