thanks for the reply Cat. Yes, I see a p-doc reguarly.
I have asked her for a "family outing" before, her response was that we arent a family anymore.
I went out of my way to get her something from our son for mother's day today...and our son spoiled the surprise and gave it to her early (he's only 3 lol). She made a big deal over it with him. I also got her a simple card thanking her for going through what she went through (pregnancy) in order to bring our son into the world because I was grateful for her sacrifice.
She didnt even read the card, at least not while she was at my house.
Its starting to become clear, or she is faking it really well, that she just doesnt have any feelings left for me after what happened. I'm determined to hold on until its over, but it is getting increasingly discouraging. I'll send a text about our son, she sends a one-word reply...things like this.
I just cant tell if I am being tested, or if she really just doesnt care anymore at all.