Well H just called. Told me he has to go back on the ADD medication because his job performance has suffered due to his inability to pay close attention. Gee....you think?

I did ask him if he ever rescheduled his appointment with the therapist he was going to go see. He snorted into the phone and said, "That's a bunch of BS. I don't need to do that. I'm just fine." Well great. No movement on his side. He's just as happy as a lark I guess. I'm determined not to drop into the depths again tonight. I refuse to let him affect me that way. I really have to find a life and soon or I'm going to lose my darned mind.


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!