h is coming here with new car and we will drive together to pick up his (that is now mine) in a few minutes. It's an hour ride. I'm angry because I have reason to believe that ow was with him at the dealership.
He told me it was over this week. We had good R talks (he initiated), there was even things coming out of his mouth like, "I don't knowif I am ready to come home yet" as opposed to just a few weeks ago when he said he was NEVER coming home. There has been a softening this week. I totally took responsiblity for my side of the street and totally acknowledged his feeligs. Very good db'ing I must say. We had 3 really good talks and talked about getting our finanical house in order and he seemed to really be on the same page when I told him I want to do this as a couple. I wasn't manipulating him, but it's the truth.
now this. he swears the ow wasn't there and it was a friend of the "old lady" (she's a professor that he's been renting a room from -- like 70 years old) and that she went with him to drop him off at the dealership.
A part of me wants to believe him so badly, but I know it's probably a lie. It's like I set myself up for this. I'm just so sick of being sad.
