uh. just thinking about the OCD stuff. is making me want to twitch \:\/

its nasty. for me at least, when i was hit by the OCD phase, I had to go through the motions, or i'd start twitching.
well..or sometimes, it was just the "i HAVE to do this, or my brain wont settle down".
I was a "repeater".
I pity anyone who has the "clean" OCD part, though.
Some people compulsively clean, because they cant stand the dirt.
But I could totally understand if he was the other way, and just couldnt stand to be AROUND the dirt, enough to clean ithimself.

ok gotat stop writing about it now, so my twitch reflex can relax.

Gah. I dont really have to deal with it much now I'm an adult and can usually keep my stress levels low.... UNLESS I go into memories about it. weird.

but you are still very welcome to ask about it.


My current status: june 2006. Wife ran out and filed D.
Finalized Jan 11, 2010, after 12.5 years M.
3 wonderful sons caught in the middle