That's how I am doing it Purr, but H left 20 months ago and I don't feel like I should be this down on myself still. I should be happy go lucky me and D and whatever H is doing is his business. But for some reason (Satan) I can't get to that point just yet. Sometimes I feel it sometimes I don't.
I've been walking at least and that helps so I think I'll have my soup for lunch and go for a 30 min walk to enjoy the Chicago Spring. I love this season.