Amy, sorry I sent a link already before I read this. Just delete my email then.
Amy & Jack, I totally know it's my fault that I don't exercise like I was. I lost 16 lbs, went and f'd up, gained 5 and now back to kicking my own butt again.
I don't know what I'm expecting to happen Amy. I wish I had a crystal ball to see where I end up. When I get like this I feel like I just want to change my whole life....start a new career path, move, get a new car, things like that. I feel like I'M the one having an MLC and I don't like that feeling whatsoever.