Confused no longer - Give me the strength

[Snow White]

To my knowledge he has not yet looked on this site. He has a habit of going through the internet history but has never looked at this, I don;t think he realizes the depth of what I have written on here, just thinks I go read articles on divorce, marriage ect.

But when he found out I was talking to her on here he got more curious. I think H would be upset at how much I talk about, or maybe the planning behind things I say or do.