ok, he's buying a car as we speak. I dissapointed because I thought we were going to do it together. Also, I just have this feeling that ow (who he said he is no longer seeing) is with him. I should be happy because I'm basically getting a new car out of this, so why do I feel so sad? This is something we would have done together, I guess that's why. I'm just so sick of being sad all the time over him. I actually went 1 day without crying. Now I am crying as I'm typing this. I feel like my family is majorly slipping away. so f'ing painful.
