"But, I am NOT going to fall back into despair. I am moving forward. I have not choice. I must for my sanity and for my daughter. I hope that someday he sees that he made a huge mistake leaving us. But, that's up to God.

God has a plan for me. I know this. I just don't know what it is. But, I am thankful for all the wonderful things and people I have in my life. And, all the wonderful things and people that will come into my life.

Forrest, I smiled the whole time and was darn cute and acted as if."

Seems like steps in the right direction.. I like the tone in your post. This is all you can do.. It does make you stronger. Keep it up.. make it a lasting change.

I'm proud of you.. I know this is hard.


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.