Good morning, Sunny,
I'm low on advice/thoughts at the moment, but hang in there. And, yeah to echo the previous comment, wow.

{{{{{{{{{{Sunny}}}}}}}}}}}

BD

My latest

Me: 36
W: 35
2 D: 9 and 5
T: 16 years
M: 12
10/4/06: Bomb
10/5/06: Ended A
4/22/07: ILYBNILWY

I'm a beautiful butterfly.