whatdidido: Even when I don't think of OM per se, some show comes on tv that refers to an affair, or someone says something to me about so and so and how they had an affair, or I say something to my child about how you should not lie.......I will forever be punished for what I've done and my H will constantly be reminded in the same type of ways.....
At least your H has you with him, at least you are trying to make the M work, I see couples holding hands or kissing and that upsets me because I think of the love I had and lost, you two are at least trying, don't worry what other people say its between you, H and God.
W is moving out and there is nothing I can do but wave goodbye I cannot control her everyone says detach, I say help her pack, I'm confused, but thats understandable.
M45 W41 M10 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 Merry christmas to me PA confirmed 03/08 no sex yet ?? hoping !!! let me hope !! WHAMMO - W moving out June 1st
