CBK, you have made so many great baby steps in such a short period of time. I'm sure you will grow into a great DBer, your posts will be legendary and (OF COURSE) there will be a Happy Ending for you. My inner voice tells me so. PLease, keep your hope alive.

Seriously, you are doing so well! I was a mess for a few months or so. Wouldn't even post, all I could say was : HEEEEEELP!

Now please try to get some sleep, you absolutely need it.

Did you try the EFT technique? It really worked for me.

((((CBK))))

I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders
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M 46
H 45
D 17
M/T 23
Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06
Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07
Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08