Thanks Steve - 2 AM here, couldn't sleep. I used to have her picutre on my desktop of my laptop, took it off because evertime I saw it, it would take me back. Even though I keep backsliding, I do think I can stop talking about the R. I needed to set boundaries, I did, she was not abiding by them, maybe she cannot, I don't know. What I do know is that from here on out, I am concerntrating om me, I know I have said that before, but "me" is broken right now. I have actually taken a bsby step closer to detaching.

Last night, I just sat there and saw her as a liar that is in a fantasy land, maybe her fantasy will work out with OM, I hope not and I am not giving up, at least right now I am not.

I hope wrists feel better soon.

CBK

M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19
Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16
Divorce final 10/09