I am still here, still struggling. In the last few days I have been fighting with W a lot, I know it is not good, but after the fight she gets needy, she wants hugs, she gets very nice, she wants me to be ok with her, and I enjoy her effort. Obviously once I am fine with her, and it doesn't take long, she disappears like nothing happened. I am detaching all right, but being alone is tough. Today I went grocery by myself, it wasn't the first time, but is a very sad chore.... grocery used to be a family event. I need patience..... lot of it.
