Thanks so much, Kat. I do have an answering machine, too. But, someone called and hung up on there, too. I would be surprised if OM actually talked to me. I made it crystal clear that I would not contact him ever again no matter what. I honestly think he is calling to screw with my head.....let me know he is thinking about me...I didn't have to hold myself back like I have in the past. It was not as difficult as before. I know now that I will not break my "no contact" promise. But, the constant reminders are so hard. Even when I don't think of OM per se, some show comes on tv that refers to an affair, or someone says something to me about so and so and how they had an affair, or I say something to my child about how you should not lie.......I will forever be punished for what I've done and my H will constantly be reminded in the same type of ways.....
