Update: After sending that email, I honestly felt a weight lifted off my shoulders. The email included 2 pics from my trip, my request for the info he offered to send me, and a link to my church's online sermons.
And this morning, he sent a very sweet response. He liked my pics and complimented my smile. He sent me a few links to information he felt passionately about and had mentioned wanting to share with me (but which had upset me before and triggered the last R talk). And he even suggested that God might be telling me something important. He even sent a "huge hug" to our dog.
It seems he is acknowledging having belief in God. For this and the other things in the response, I am grateful and thankful.
Tonight my sister suggested that I invite my H to go somewhere with me for a vacation. She very generously offered use of her timeshare place. I thanked her and told her that I will have to find a good time to ask him. I also asked her to pray for my H.
