Well, now I have really gone and done it.

I made up a match profile called "kiss my arse (his initial)" and viewed his profile. I almost expected that he had added photos from our trip- luckily he didn't. BUT, he does list himself as divorced, not separated. Because I looked at his profile, he will be emailed. Maybe I should upload my cutest pic from the trip so that when he clicks to see who check him out, he sees MEEEEE!

I *could* go and delete the profile I just made and then he wouldn't be able to tell it was me that looked at his profile, but....
Damnit, I just don't know what to do!!!

Someone, please, talk me down- I feel crazy right now!


Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing