WTF?!?!

I had a feeling to check match. Awhile ago I checked and his profile wasn't there anymore. Today I thought to myself, "I wonder...." and lo and behold, there's his profile and he's been on in the past 24 hours.

I want to confront him on this-- after all, we are supposed to be exclusively dating without him looking for anyone else; but now this. I am so hurt right now.

OMG I feel like a total fool.

I totally want to 'wink' at him or something just to let him know that I know. Of course, I guess I would end up with the answer that I don't want to have. OMG this sucks. And we're supposed to go out tomorrow night and Saturday night- Saturday night is to Cirque de Soleil with friends, so I don't want to screw that up.

This is totally unacceptable. GAWD I am SOOOOOOOO MAD right now!!!!!!!

What am I supposed to do?????!!!!!!


Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing