Pregnant and heading for acceptance #2

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Good point FG. It's just a little more devastating when someone you love does a run by smacking than when a stranger does it. But, I got the point.

ST - I haven't even asked him about the classes. He asked me about them. He was the one that told me that he was coming. That was a pleasant surprise because I was prepared to be taking them with my Mom or by myself. But, I think his parents may have guilted him into it. Don't know this for sure, thought. I know my H is trying to find his happiness. I truly, truly believe that he won't find it with OW. I'm just worried that it will take him a long time to realize that. I know I don't NEED him. I've known this since we started dating. I'm a strong, independant woman. The difference is I miss him and I want him. I want my family and my M to be back together. But, NEED is not a word, I have ever used to describe my feelings for him. I wondered why OW has been so quiet about him attending the classes. Tuesdays class, I know he was working, so she may not have known. Tonights class is a different story. I can't imagine that she doesn't know. So, of course, my mind goes straight to the...."she must feel pretty confident that H has no feeling for me otherwise she would be upset" but, this is speculation. Dropping IT.