Mishka's- new thread/new tude - H who?

[mishka422]

Thanks NG. It does seem like forever but really it's just been 4 1/2 months. I just don't know how to be anything other than a wife and mother. I have been with my H since I was 18. I have no idea who I am now but I'm trying to figure it out.

As usual, I just pretend he's dead so I don't get resentful of the fact that he left me with all the responsibility for EVERYTHING! The house, the bills, our son, the car on half the total salary. Oh well.....working on it.

Hoping to stay in my house. It's just a rental so no mortgage to worry about increasing. I have a lease that we had just renewed last August for 2 years.

It's seriously lonely here. I have two other people in my house (my S13 and my mom) but I'm terribly lonely. Does that make sense?