Gforce, that is what I am afraid of, that is why I am doing this, it is so vindictive, but how else do I get her to stop seeing this other guy? I know Puppy would say that I should expose the affair, she is cake-eating, which is true, Sandi would say no, there is nothing I can do except change in her eyes to see if she can change her mind.

Maybe we should go talk to her counselor since our MC is out of town.

I need to find strength.

Why am I financing her EA right now? Maybe PA? Tell me, how do I stop this? The bad part is that from the outside, I look like the one that has done all bad because of my travel, rumors already going around that I had an A - it would be so easy with my job.

Maybe I just need to suck it up, go to counseling, act "as if" - I don't know, I need answers again...

M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19
Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16
Divorce final 10/09