Count down to separation - so we can "try".

[Abbey]

Was having a convo with one of my closest friends and something we started talking about has me thinking.

Me... I"m on meds... there is NO way in hell that I could be even remotely functional without them right now. He however is not.

Would (was?) my behavior at spots as wacko as his before I got on AD's?

I guess the point I"m getting at, is there's a part of him that's as broken about losing this relationship as I am. Thus I think the erratic behavior. He was glad to see me this morning... caught him looking at me when he didn't think I'd catch him.

This relationship was supposed to be our fairytale... we both have sore paws over it not working out happily ever after (so far)... so ... is part of what we see from our spouses the same kinds of emotional turmoils that we have... but they're acting them out different?

I mean, he's going out of his way to pick things for the house that he thinks I won't like. My comment today was to laugh and say well I don't live there anymore.... I don't care. *smile*

He's working really hard to try to show me he can do it all on his own... cept he's only sleeping a couple of hours a night he says. Hmmmm. His brain is going to keep frying for a while on those hours.

Abbey