Hello all, been a very long time indeed. Well, not much has changed in my sitch, except that w has become more distant, spending more time with OM and friends than at home. I would say we have talked for 15 minutes in the past week. Partly due to me not being around when she was and vice versa. It seems like this has become a bit of a game to see who can find more to do apart, except when it comes to family get togethers. With that I have taken ss to her family stuff while she worked. So news has come up though. I have been extended an interview about 400 miles away from the place that we call home. I have an opportunity to pursue a career that I like, in an area that I find intriguing, and have other outside opportunities. When I look at this from face value it is very appealling, but somehow I am having second guess's as to whether I should even interview. It would truly be the end of my M and relationship with ss. My quandry becomes whether to even bring this up with W. I don't want to use it as a ploy, because I don't want her back exept under terms we could actually build a true M. I am afraid that if I deny this opportunity, another shot may be difficult. As well, I should have an opportunity closer to home, but will not find out if that opens up for another month or so. What to do? What to do? More fun and games in the world of crappy m and db. On another note, personally I am doing quite well. It is times like these that I feel so detached, but somehow afraid of finality.
