Mishka's- new thread/new tude - H who?

[mishka422]

Thanks for the encouragement Grace. I really need it.

I just get really tired of faking that everything is OK all day when I am still dying inside. I know that no one wants to hear my crap anymore so I just shut up so I don't alienate my friends. I need them so badly. I really need to get away for a few days by myself and relax but I can't get any time off from work.

HUGS to you too!