I will keep working on detatching. I do all sorts of things that make me temporarly happy, but like I said eariler. Everything I do is only for awhile. At the end of the day I am sad and feel empty.

I know that I have choices, but each choice that I have makes me feel more trapped than the next. So really....I don't have any GOOD choices. None that will benefit me and make me happy.

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08