FG - okay, I think the answer to what I'm going to be doing is 1) not have any expectation 2) act as if my life is perfect 3) be happy go lucky 4) don't let him know I'm missing him.

Anything I'm forgetting?

I know I'm emotional when it comes to him. How do you separate yourself from that emotion? I know that I can not change the person he is becoming or the person he is portraying. I'm trying to just sit back and be patient.

M 5yrs
1st baby-girl born 6/18/08
Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego
H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07
D Final 07/10
OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her
Me, now - happier than I ever was with him