"Tonight there is another baby class. Different from Tuesday's class. I DID NOT think he was going and on Tuesday he said he WAS. So, we'll see if he shows up. If he does I hope tonight is more comfortable. But, if not, I just have to deal, right?"
What are you going to be doing if he shows up? I know you know the answer.
"I don't know. It just feels weird. He seems so different, now. It's almost unattractive, to me."
Be careful with this.. there is a lot of emotion here. Just focus on what you can change. That whole middle paragraph just confirms what we already know. Poor choices bring about More Poor Choices. They will compound on each other. You know what his first poor choice was.. he made it. Let him live with it. You don't have to live with it.. unless you choose to. I know its hard.. still does not change that fact. Your life.. Your choices.. Make good ones.
Keep your head up Blindsided1.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
